I'm scared.
Life is short, and my fear is that I'm watching it go by.

Where do I start? When can I cry? Where do I go? How do I begin? Who do I trust? How does it end? When is it okay? When will it be over? How much longer do I have to hurt?

I'm scared, for the first time in my life I'm actually scared to the point that I cry. I'm scared that I wont be able to give myself completely. I'm scared that my heart has been stretched to the point that its tearing.

My heart can't, it wont. I'm tired of putting my heart into things that let me down. There is no point when you give, and give until you cant give anymore and you get absolutely nothing in return.