what do you do when you want two completely different things.

and you dont know which to choose.

one is right and the other youre not so sure.

but they both feel right, intoxicating and addictive.

one is what they expect, what they want, what is right.

something I have never done, something that can provide what I want.

but if I were to do that it would be for one thing, one person.

The other is different, rebellious, unique and unpredictable.

something I have done, something familiar, something that craves my thirst.

but the same thing is what broke me.