In my life, Im blind. I dont see the warning signs nor do I abide by them. I act more on impulse than anything else. I always have to feel an extreme, anything else is just numbness. I have never really been a child, at least not in my eyes.

My life has been filled with obstacles, tears, trust issues and well... more tears. But that is my past and that is where it will stay. I have cut the anchor that was once tied to my foot and I have reached the surface. The oxygen that has filled my lungs is so refreshing. I am a happy girl with an unforgettable smile and I will mark my place in your life. I laugh at the stupid stuff and I am here to have fun, you wont forget me, and thats a promise!

I dont like authority, I dont really believe in it. You cant ever really have control over a person, they will not obey. Rules and guide lines are always breached. Like people say "rules were meant to be broken".

I have recently realized just how disgusted I am with our generation. The things that we do and how we act is absolutely revolting. Girls giving up their bodies for attention and to multiple people and the boys who cheer them on. Can you honestly have such little respect for yourselves? I am not the purist person, but I am no hypocrite, I honestly realize how empty that kind of behavior is. And all it does is cause pain and ultimately destruction.

I believe in one eternal love, and that is the love of God. I am probably the last person you would ask about stuff like that. But through all the times I pushed him away and the times I have lost myself in sin, he was always there. There is no greater feeling than that of knowing you are forgiven, that you have a new beginning. I had to reacquaint my knees to the carpet and let my tears soak the floor, to me that was the best apology I could give. Temptation is now harder than ever for me to fight, but I have been there and I have done that, the emptiness is the greatest pain I have ever felt. So Im done losing myself and Im done making excuses. This time its for real. I know exactly what I am capable of, and I wont settle for any less.

I Have been broken. I have been used. I have been unwanted. And I have hit rock bottom. Have you ever wanted to end it all? I can say that I have, and I almost did. My greatest mistake and my greatest lesson was that day. You dont realize what you have until you have lost it, or in my case almost lost it. It has taken me time, but now I know just how valuable life is. The most precious gift is the one you take most for granted.

My family is not the average family, but then again how many of those exist? All I know is that I cant have a better one. The love that surrounds me is amazing. The understanding catches me off guard. My family may be spread throughout the world but I know I can always call them home, it doesnt matter where I am. My best memories are with them.

My friends are well... amazing. They are all so different, but I can be the same person with all of them. They accept me as I am and love me the same. These people are the most intelligent and understanding people I know. They consist of some of the people I love most in this world. These people are more than capable of making a difference in this world. They each have a different life story, and have all individually taught me a life lesson.

I can be really funny. I think I am nocturnal. I like taking photos. My siblings are awesome. I love animals. I am nice, but I can be guarded. I like to meet new people, so talk to me... Im shy so I will more than likely not start the conversation... So yeah, just talk to me. Im pretty laid back. And I am all about having a good time.

Here is some advice when it comes to me:
Don't screw me over, or else we're done.
Don't tell me I'm too young, all it does is piss me off.
Don't tell me I cant do something, I will make you look like a fool.
Don't under-estimate me, I will surprise you.

Want to get on my good side?
Buy me a Monster.
Always be honest.
Give me hugs, I love them.
Talk to me.
Don't be fake.
And don't bring me your drama.


My life is going to be a pretty darn good one. And if you're not in it, its your loss. I am eccentric and one of a kind, I promise you will never find someone like me. I can be your lover or best friend, or I swear I can be your worst nightmare. Your pick.