what if i always knew...
what if i cant make it stop...
what if its too much to take...
what if i dont know that much...

i dont understand whats happening
i cant seem to think straight
i dont want to feel like i used to
i pray its not too late

what if i fail again...
what if i go weak....
what if your not there...
and theres nothing to keep me from the sleep...

i cant see the light anymore
the darkness blinds my sight
i dont want to get lost
or bleed for the need hide
i cant stay any longer
because all i do it fall apart
i need to be shielded from the evil i cant ungaurd


what if i stay blind
and ignore the help inside...
what if i wont see the things i need to believe...
what if you wont be there...
and i choose to decieve...
what if they strip me naked...
and i am forced to bleed...